We're sure going to miss her. I don't know how many people I
have talked to since Jimmie's passing who didn't say two things - the first words
out of everyone's mouth was some variation of this - "she was the sweetest
person." Oh they might have said "very kind-hearted,", or
"the most compassionate," or "she was good for a guaranteed
smile every time," but in some way they expressed what a loss it is to
have the person who carried that smile, who made us feel loved and cared for,
leave us.
There's no doubt that she had a rough few years here at the
end. When I saw her at church a couple of weeks ago, she could barely make it
to the door. After apologizing to me for taking so long to get to the back door
and me telling her not to be silly, she sat down for a moment, struggling to
catch her breath and then proceeded to ask me about my grandson.
And for the last time in this world, I got to see that
smile.
That's the other thing everyone mentioned. "That sweet,
loving smile" someone said, and then someone else pointed out that Jimmie
had it almost all the time. Friends, think about that for a moment. Especially
those of you who knew her far better than I ever did. If that was the natural
way Jimmie approached life, with all that she had gone through, was going
through, she must have known something that gave her the ability to keep that
smile.
This life - It goes by so fast. So fast you don't even
realize it until you're forced to slow down, or on days like this, to stop long
enough to remember.
The Bible says it this way:
1 For
everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. 2 A time to be born and a time to die. A
time to plant and a time to harvest. 3 A
time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up. 4 A time to cry and a time to laugh. A
time to grieve and a time to dance. Eccl 3:1-4 (NLT)
For Jimmie Hill it began October 4, 1938 in Magnolia, Mississippi .
Just to remind those of you who weren't there, or anywhere then,
times were hard. 20% of America
was out of work and especially in areas that produced raw goods like Mississippi
cotton towns. But like most folks, they pulled together and made it through.
I don't really know much about Jimmie's childhood, growth to
adulthood, as I've only been here and known her a little over 15 years now.
Those of you who have read the well written obituary have seen that she was
preceded to her rest by her sister Clarice. Others also went ahead of her into
eternity - her husband, and son-in-law.
She left quite a few loved ones behind. Three children -
daughters Theresa and Cindy, and her son Larry. Then there are the
grandchildren and great grandchildren who live on to carry her memory, and I
hope also, some of the qualities that made Jimmie so special.
When the Bible talks about there being a time for
everything, as usual, it says a lot while also only saying a little. How do you
even begin to say it all? You begin as a child, and the world seems magical.
You look at a beautiful flower or a beautiful sunset and are told by adults
that it won't last.
And yet you, in the wondrous hope that is childhood, say
back to them, "there will be other flowers, other sunsets and they may be more
beautiful."
They may just be. There may be more beauty to come.
But we go into adulthood with but a faint memory of that
childhood hope and carry it into our marriage, into having children and making
a family. And in that part of life some days are beautiful and some are not. As
the obituary described her though, Jimmie was someone who knew who she was and
was going to do her best for herself and for her children.
Jimmie experienced the joys of having her children - I don't know if you who
are blessed in that way ever stop to realize just what a blessing it is.
Sometimes in making a living and giving everything you have to just get by, we
forget how precious a gift they are - until we become grandparents and then
everything those kids do seems amazing.
Well when the Scripture talks about "a time to plant
and a time to harvest" it's not just talking about crops. Giving of
yourself, giving up (or planting) so your children can get - to make
sure they have what they need and a little bit more than what you had - so you
can enjoy seeing them grow (or your harvest) is what drove Jimmie
to work all those years.
I've been trying to decide if I'd have wanted her to be my Supervisor
at work. I have the feeling it would have been a two edged sword. She'd have
definitely treated me with her kindness and compassion, but she also probably
would have expected that same drive and purpose she had in life to show up in
my work habits. I suspect she was that way about her family too.
Jimmie was like many of us who want so much for our children
and grandchildren. For most we cannot make a great difference materially, so we
focus on trying to give things that matter a lot more. A clear sense of what is
right and what is wrong. The importance and value of hard work. The worth of
family. And then the one that matters most of all.
An example of Christ-like faith. For a Baptist preacher I've
probably held off longer than some expected to mention Jimmie's faith.
In a way, that was my deliberate choice, because I've found
that those, like Jimmie, who live out their belief in Jesus as their Savior, as
their Lord, and who follow His teachings in every area don't really need that
shouted out at times like this. You know Who she loved.
As someone who prayed with and prayed for Jimmie, and as someone
who has talked with her on quite a few occasions about her life, her family,
and what she wanted for them and out of this life, let me just say this
clearly. Jimmie Hill's faith in Jesus Christ has meant that when she closed her
eyes in this life, she opened them a moment later in heaven.
The Bible makes it plain that for anyone who surrenders
their life to Christ through confession of their sins, acceptance of
forgiveness for those sins, and shows the effects of that through a life of
obedience to the teachings of Jesus, to those who have done this - at the end
of this life, something better awaits. Something more beautiful than we could
imagine, even as a child.
In an encounter with someone else who had lost their loved
one - in her case her brother named Lazarus, Jesus Himself makes it plain.
25 Jesus
told her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Anyone who believes in me will
live, even after dying. 26 Everyone
who lives in me and believes in me will never ever die. Do you believe this,
Martha?” John 11:25-26 (NLT)
The Bible also tells us that unless “unless you turn from
your sins and become like little children, you will never get into the Kingdom
of Heaven . Matt 18:3 (NLT)
"Turn from your sins," means decide you have had
enough of life as it is, with a constant rub between what you want and what you
know is right in God's eyes - and you agree with God that you are wrong and
need His forgiveness for a new direction - out of darkness and into His light.
"Become like little children..." - that means you
have to rely on someone else because on some level you know you can't make it
without them.
Praise God, Jimmie had made that choice. I don't know when
and where, I don't know if she was baptized by immersion or sprinkled, I don't
know whether she preferred the KJV or the NIV or some other version of the
Bible. I don't need to know any of that, because by the way she lived her life,
by the words she spoke and the heart she had for Jesus, I know she lives with
Him.
So when Jimmie fell asleep, that smile reached its
destination. That something she knew that kept that smile on her face turned
out to be that she knew Someone - Jesus, who had made her a promise a
long time ago, that when the time to live was over, and the time to die had
come, He'd carry her in His arms, home. Hear the words of Jimmie's Savior - and
yours if you'll turn from your sins and believe in Him
1 “Don’t let
your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. 2 There is more than enough room in my
Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to
prepare a place for you? 3 When
everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with
me where I am. John 14:1-3 (NLT)
God guaranteed that through the life, death, and resurrection
of His Son Jesus. So when it's that "time to die"
21 So you
see, just as death came into the world through a man, now the resurrection from
the dead has begun through another man. 22 Just
as everyone dies because we all belong to Adam, everyone who belongs to Christ
will be given new life. 1 Cor 15:21 -22
(NLT)
New Life! No more sorrow! No more heartache! No more
troubles. No more pain!
I still can't help thinking about the last time I saw
Jimmie. She was so pale, so weak so could barely catch a labored breath.
But now?
Happy, whole once more.
Praise God.
So what now for those of us left here?
We can take comfort in knowing that Jimmie is home, is
whole, and that her smile will never cease again.
And too, to the extent that Jimmie's example points us
toward a life lived trusting in Christ and affects us so deeply that we want
what she had, Jimmie Hill can live on, in us. When we meet people with arms
wide open; when we treat others with love and compassion, when we give of
ourselves so that others might have their needs met, she will live on.
But don't forget why she smiled. You can have that smile,
but only if you embrace the reason for it. There's a God who loves you so much
that he'll love you - he has loved you from before you were born - every day of
your life - and if you'll let Him - will love you forever with Him in eternity.
If you want that smile take a moment to meet its maker as I pray.
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